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It Just Is
mood: 
awake
awakemusic: t.A.T.u: All The Things She Said
Watching the hands of time
Turning and passing
While my mind is trapped in my dyeing
Sorrow filled my heart
Hollow is all I felt
My wings, torn and burned
You took away my sense of loss
As I'm hunch and clouded by darkness, the clock strikes once
The threads of my heart once had no end
They only seemed to being again
In the heart that once was mine
Now, all is forgot and rots
The clock drums on, as my heart beats not tonight
The deadening silence had enclosed me
The space in the air grew colder, deepening
I touched the ragged holes on my back
Only to weep because I could not come back
While it spread it's fingers out, the clock clicked on and on
Now my eyes have dried
Never will there be more tears to cry
All was lost, along with myself
I wake in this given state
This soulless world of not dyeing
The hands keep pushing
Keep moving
As it sneers at my withered self
It has nothing to give, it just is
Grammy
The Backstreet Boys seem to be having some major problems, well 2 of them do, major drinking problem. I kinda liked them, I never bought any of their stuff, but did listen to them. I did d/l one of their videos, Backstreet's Back, that was hysterical, try and find it and watch it.
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a big slap in the face
i only watched a little bit of it and only some performers....i forgot about it until is was practically over haha
i think i like N'Synce more than the Backstreet Boys when i was younger haha
but yah, i have listened to them and yah, they amuse me ^_^
i remember that video....omg, its ridiculous LOL
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Did you hear about Chris Brown and Rehana? However you spell her name... seems he beat her up, she's such a tiny thing. Sad
It's such a waste that Lance Bass is gay, there's one fine guy :). Nick Carter and family are a train wreck. He went out with Paris. I wonder what they talked about? Clothes, shopping, money... boring.. well all except the money. If you don't have it then it would be boring and sad.
The Backstreet Boys are still around, I haven't heard anything from them in years. It would help if MTV and VH1 played videos.
I still think that video was funny. Their ex manager was a bad boy, there was never any proog, but he messed around with some boy band, not sure who they were. Remember O Town? They weren't bad
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i think i thought they werent terrible, pretty alright
i didnt see Paul but i saw T.I, Justin Timberlake, Ardel, Sugarland and a little bit of L'Wayne.
OOH, i saw someone that mentioned the Rihanna and Chris Brown thing....O_O
poor girly! and she is small D:
i remember Lance and Paris went out....what was she thinking haha
ummm....i dont think hes that attractive...well i just dont see anyone attractive anymore, thats what happens when u listen to and really like TH and CB i guess XD well thats not all true...there are others lol
Backstreet Boys i think did something in like the last year or 2 i think..im not sure, i almost thought they put out a song or something.
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Why don't you trust your cats now? Isn't it kinda cold in the garage in the Winter???
Yeah Georg is a sweetheart, but looking at his early pictures one might not know it.
No O town was all male, they might be on YouTube, everyone else is.
I still see some males are attractive, but I do have to agree TH and CB are very, also seem to be nice as well, that always helps. I hope all this fame and attention doesn't go to their heads. Whatever they want, they get, no questions asked. That would be nice, but after a while hrmmm.
As I mentioned I heard from Gabby, I'm not judging her, but in the beginning she said she was in love with Bill,he everything she ever wanted in a man. She mentioned her Father is refusing to eat, so she pretends he's Bill, guess there's no harm in that, but I don't want her to get hurt. I think she knows reality from fantasye. She needs to get out of Jamaica to someplace safe!
Who's Ardel? Bad thing about MYV and VH1 I have no clue to who all these new artists are
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well, the bother the crap out of us because we shut our doors at night and if they are not locked up, they will pound on the doors like drums..ugh
we have a little vat box with a electric blanket in it so they are warm :)
o_o ohh, then i dunno who O Town is, haha...i must be thinking out another group mmmm...
im thinking they would let the fame get to them....i dont think so. i have some faith in these guys but except mistakes...we are bound to make them.
ekk! how can u say ur in love with someone you dont know?! i love TH and CB musically...i cant say i love them...i wish, but i cant,
OH YA! i found this kinda old interview with CB (when Lumi was still there D:)
and they all speak in English...it is sooooo adorable!!
Strify does most the talking and then Kiro hehe
Strify is really good at English and same with Kiro and its so cute cuz when Kiro is done saying what he has to say, he does a little nod XD hehe
the Lumi's voice is so deep and raspy kinda...his English is good too
wish my German was as good as these guys are at English
then Yu...*puppy eyes* he sounds so meek and innocent and sweet
wuv him ^_^ he english is good and he talks really quietly too
then Shin :D omg, he literally says 4 words...he has trouble with English
but it was all so cute and its a really good interivew!!
sorry i had to give you my play by play, i really liked this interview!! XD
http://video.universal-music.de/?vid=41
I meant Adele....opps
she has such a beautiful voice, i really like her...one of her songs is "Chasing Pavements" heres a YouTube of her if u want:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qz7vGW2_
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Did you find Hogan's hero's on TV Land?
Thanks for the video, I'll go look at it when I'm finished here. I've heard Yu speak once, it was in Russia, he does have a nice voice.
Have you ever heard of Nickelback? They're quite good. They have a song about wife abuse, the first time I heard it I got chills, not good chills either. That doesn't happen much.
I don't know if I mentioned this or not, If I have, sorry... memory is slippin :(.
Had lunch with Carmen yesterday, my friend of about 20 yrs. Don't see her much cuz she's so busy with work, hubby, daughter, 4 grandkids and everything else. I don't know how she does it.
She's mad religious, she knows how I feel about it, she doesn't really talk about it unless I bring it up, which is rare, but she's crazy and a bit of a perv. We understand each other, she was annoyed when I told her about the Swiss gal. She still works in the building where I did. Barbie asked me once did they give her a hard time like they did me? No, because she fixes everyone's computer.
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Kiro and Strify really like her too ^_^
she such a cuite and wicked kool and 80ish style
she has a lot of electronic elements too, but mostly pop.
her 1st song is "just dance"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrJvuUA7
its a wicked good interview...i was mesmorized when Yu spoke XP
he such a cutie and hes so meek when he talks, he just makes me smile :D
then Shin...you will love it hehe
poor guy, the always make fun of his bad Englsh so he trys not to talk it that much :3
i didnt look on TVland yet...i havent watched TV in ages...all my homework takes up the time im not on the computer but i have next week off so im gunna look them. its sounds so amusing!! haha
yah, i like Nickelback, i dont listen to them regulary but when i hear them i always like there music. some of their stuff is really powerful and emotional.
they have some ranchy stuff too like "Animals" XDD
no you didnt tell me about lunch.
Ooow, religious..well w\e, as long as she doesnt throw it in your face. plus (what i think) you can believe in what you want, its not my life.
hehe...who isnt kinda a perve sometimes? ;D
glad she agreed, that Swiss girl is something else
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Guess you've heard about Rhiana and Chris Brown. I heard today that she doesn't have any broken bones, but when the cops arrived she was so swollen she looked like a bullfrog, that's what I heard, I don't know how a person can look like that. She's so tiny. I've been watching TMZ and they been asking everyone what they thought of it, the ONLY person who had an opinion was Eve, good for her.
Yu comes across very arrogant, but when one is talking to him, he doesn't seem that way. You have changed my opinion on him 180 degrees.
Carmen never throws it in my face, she's not like that. A couple of years ago my phone died, I received an e mail from her telling me that hubby's 17 yr old nephew was murdered, and there was a witness, this was before Xmas, then her niece's hubby was stabbed to death. I was in shock, as soon as I could I called, there isn't much anyone could do. The guy was busted and now is serving life. I asked her if her faith was shaken, no. The kid who did it was at the time 17. He wasted his life, sad sad sad.
Apparently the Swiss gal isn't a perv, too bad, she might lossen up some.
I wonder what TH are doing these days besides working on their CD? Whatever their doing I hope they're resting (ha) and haveing a good time, that I'm sure they are.
I've mentioned this before, but I really do hope they slow down, way down on the drinking. Too much of a good thing is not a good thing. Look at all the rockers, movie stars who have everything they want at the snap of their fingers, looks what happened to them. Maybe they don't get busted, but they turn out to be snobs, spoiled or worse. I don't want that to happen to either of them. I hope they have strict parents who would knock some sense in them if they get too big for their pants.
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im glad i changed your look on YU!!!
hes a good guy and not arrogant...hes pretty shy guy, he doesnt really like the spot light (off stage)
hea able to turn it on and off for the fans.... i bet he can party >_<
haha...he so dorky too :3
right, i heard about Rihanna...i havent heard anything but i heard that Rihanna or Chris Brown gave the other herpeas and they flipped..whats up on the rumors dealing with a STDs?? ugh
i hope shes ok
o_o omg, gosh! thats terrible
he did throw his life away....glad he got caught
*head shake* thats a terrible way to go....by the hand of a person that would so easily tooken their own life
:D right! pervs are the best! gotta loosen up and have some fun!
i talk to a girl that is in Hamburg right now (shes from PA and is majoring in german and english) and she said the boys are there recording, TH!
i read that some other places too :D
YAY!!! cant wait!
im always concerned about the guys welfare. i want them to be healthy and be able to do what they love...make music they love and cherish and share it with us who love it too.
i hope they see the road clearly and try to remember who they are and not let it go to their heads.
i want the best for them!
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Carmen and both their families have had a really hard time.
Cool, has she seen them? I would try real hard not to be a phsyco stalker, but damn, having them in the same town wow.
Did you see the picture of Bill, Georg an David, on my Facebook or in THRocks? Georg's hair sure is long if that's Georg
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thats so horrible what she had to go through, gosh :(
its terrible that things like that happen
no, i dont think she has seen them. lol but that would be crazy cool!
haha i know....keep those stalker thoughts down XP
no i havent been on in a bit to look. i must see hehe