Aki

A crawling touch
Went up my side
Who has taken me by surprise
So cold and heartless is his plan
To commit demise and rectify

A shriek is heard
Who lays in the shadows
The breath came down my cheek
A single tear came and I weep
All I try to hide
So he cannot come and remember why

Why here
Why me
Who told you I can leave
Why this
Why not bliss
Why can't I reminisce

An echoing charm
Creeps down the cold bricks
Trying to find skin to prick
To take over and control
The mind, body and soul

We shriek as one
Because that was it
There was no one grabbing at my wrist
No spell to work it's magic in
All was gone, no one to kiss

Now the haze has been lift
There was no hope, just one wish
One wish that seemed forbidden to me
Because you held me down, to not forgive
One wish could cure this hurt
One wish to desert this complete horrid dirt

One wish, could cause no more desires
Bade off all worthless goodbyers
Wanders that meant nothing more
Than the air whipping off the crests of the Dead Sea
One wish, I whisper in the night
One wish that could cause my heart to catch on fire
One wish that would bring the world to me

Only one could cure me
I seem to have choosen thee

Driving on that cold winter night
Snow blurring my sight
Fog and frost distract my mind
Racing lights all around me
Trapping me with fright

Almost home
Away from this road
How a shiver runs down my spine
Radiating throughout my soul
How did I happen to cross this path
When all was done to avoid and let it pass

Squinting through the winter frost
Try to whip it away, but remained
Flashing red lights
Stop then proceed with caution
What do I see going past that car's lights

Narrowing my vision
Through the dirty glass
Do I see what became alive that fateful night
Disturbance runs through the beams
Are those two legs I see

Widening eyes realizing what I see
The air clenching in my throat
I can barely breath
Quickened is my breath
Why does the return to me

A turn of the head
Is what it makes
A crackling smile
From ear to ear
Another tremor racks it's nails down
To reawake

Welling fluid in my eyes
I come to realize they are mine
Tears from fear, from love
From the heart
The light reflected of his belt
Just above were it hit and broke

Gripping and seeing
What was just dream
I forced that on me, just a dream
But my eyes are still unwashed
I still see what happened on that winter night

Red light, turned to green
I planted that foot down
Gaining speed to drive it away
That haunting smile of pure evil
Directly from the pits of Hades

Had that event occurred
Had he been hit and then spread over
Darkening blood dried on the lights
Obscuring the view forever from the night
His head turned unnaturally
In it's own pool of blood
His face had been turned to me

To allow me to see
That it was actually me

I welcome those who are dreamers of dreams
Those who forget earthly things
And bask in the water springs

Everyday brings all new things
From racing hares around the trees
To butterflies drifting in the breeze

But those are childish dreams
Come to my haven where all things bleed
It welcomes and beckons those who have no will
So join me and soon all things will swirl

I'm on the edge of the world
The dividing line from heaven and the hurl
The other Son whispers deadly things
But do not worry, he only brings dreams

They crawl and become attached
So for sure you will not be coming back
Back to that grounded place, not up in space

You are allow to dream ghastly things
Things never portrayed in your wildest dreams
Desire of power and a burning passion for lust

He calls on these things
Things that you will never believe
They are motioned out to grow and spread out

It's like a disease of the mind
You, the beholder, do not even realize
That you have released this beast

But like a loving Mother
You will be nourished and satisfied
Never will you be strained or crucified

Allow yourself to be a dreamer of dreams
Jumping and run about
Shall I reserve a place for you
When He comes to say, Hello to you

These staring eyes
Watching the hands of time
Turning and passing
While my mind is trapped in my dyeing

Sorrow filled my heart
Hollow is all I felt
My wings, torn and burned
You took away my sense of loss
As I'm hunch and clouded by darkness, the clock strikes once

The threads of my heart once had no end
They only seemed to being again
In the heart that once was mine
Now, all is forgot and rots
The clock drums on, as my heart beats not tonight

The deadening silence had enclosed me
The space in the air grew colder, deepening
I touched the ragged holes on my back
Only to weep because I could not come back
While it spread it's fingers out, the clock clicked on and on

Now my eyes have dried
Never will there be more tears to cry
All was lost, along with myself
I wake in this given state
This soulless world of not dyeing

The hands keep pushing
Keep moving
As it sneers at my withered self
It has nothing to give, it just is

I seem to have come to realize
I have caused my own demise
Have I halted my true beliefs
To keep me begging, on my knees

It's origin is unknown
No labeled mark upon any map
No roads to lead you there
It all comes from the soul that you behold

Following the rules to be include
Is not true worth, it just hurts
It may seem easy and alright to be
Those who see but never believe

Come, take my hand
You have been the only one
To make my life, so run
Run with me to see the greatest sea

All rushing and churning
No set current, to take you unaware
You may get caught here or there
But soon you shall be where you stare

The truth lies within your eyes
All serene is seen
But you are taring at the seams
Let it go and all will be known

Reject the set track
Leave to the path unbeaten
Return to me
I can help you see

As my mind drifts
Along the flowing path
A series of thoughts, emotions, images
Collect and reanimate

Dabble in the past, of my mind
Only to relive and become alive
You tend to think it's strange, not well
But it's the norm I created, here so very well

Glimmers of smiles and giggles
Erupt and then are dashed away
To keep them from the light of day
As to me, they are just dreams

All that is not you, I embrace
That is why I live, to create
But it doesn't matter what pallet you use
Only that you choose to be amused

Fantasies often sprout in my head
True, they are not real, just what I thought
They are just streams of bright paint
To merge as one to help inspire and duplicate

It's time to see these dreams
To believe in more than you and me
You say live in the now and let go of dreams
But why do we have a brain, just wait

I welcome those who love, not judge
No matter who or what you have come to love
All is teaming with life and beauty
I am immersed in art, not just the motions of life and fury

Step on the path, of fantasy
It puts up no walls, only falls
It's deliciously contagious what you have dismissed
Come and believe or you will soon miss the bliss

The chance to change one's life
Is a chance to swim in the gentle water

Lazily tread along with no effort
While the warm liquid gold
Gives life and wonder

There's no thinking to do
No decisions to choice

Just calm before the storm
Enjoy this moment of reward
Because soon you shall be bored

Soon this shall end
But you will sure meet it again

The gentle rocking
Turns into just a beach
Rough sand beneath your feet

Where has the comfort gone
It was once found but now has ceased

All my demons
Have come up to feast
Where did that heaven go to sleep

Disappointment is written all over my face
I don't even try to erase or duplicate
Feelings of happiness or love
For the love of one to another

All I know is that you're a part of me
Even though my eyes have never set upon thee
Nothing rational is what I am experiencing
Please tell me these feelings

We carry on our daily lives
Knowing that one is there
While the other is here
It's the wrong place, at the wrong time

Truly I see that we are the same
We see that one is purely there
Never changing or praying
Just me, so please

I live in the dark
When you bask in the light
The cold snow is here all around
When all you feel is the sweet Sun's delight

When you lye in the garden
Im here burrowed in covers
You are in tomorrow
While I live in yesterday's today

Will time catch up
To bring us to one
Will your time slow
Or shall I speed up

This seems to be a disease
Always hated when under taken
But loved and wished
When all is healed and not real

This time has passed
And it seems to only
Bring me pain to realize the known

You are there
While I'm stuck here
All I want is over many seas

This is not my fantasy
But reality
But I cannot being to get closer

We feel this draw
Without being able to follow
What is true and real

The smiles placed by you
On me
Are caused when you agree

All my likes
Are the same to you
Its binds me more, closer, so true

This seems to occur
More often then not
All my loves are far, not near

All I want
Is to fly on metallic birds
Fly to you and never leave

The Sun will be hot
And all will be forgot
But these concrete walls
Are up, to stop

Fantasy is a world of change
Always there to come and share

Reality is always here to stay
Never to go away

Day dreams and seams
Are where we need to be

Forever fantasy
Never reality

Never doubt this power
It can never be totally covered

Travel far and wide
Till you see your hearts eye

These visions that I see
Are where I want to be

I let them come
To be lived and believed

Sometimes I feel I should deny
This control it has over my mind

Forever fantasy
Never reality

Clouds of comfort and joy
Sometimes love beyond this shore

I live to see those days
To maybe, be gained

I kid myself to think these things
They are just dreams

But all I think of
Are of my fantasies

Sometimes they haze
And being to fade

But, always will it be

Forever fantasy
Never reality